Driving me crazy
So this past week, I was going crazy, because this guys name (the guy who broke my heart due to failing a drug test and abandoned me) was popping up everywhere. It was like every single man in the United States had this guys name. I was going crazy. Then when his first name was all over my news feed his last name would be popping up on ads and on every website I would be on. I was honestly breaking down and feeling like someone was trying to torture me. Its not like he has a common name like Michael, John, Shaun, Alex, or Joe. He is honestly the only guy I know with that name.
So, last night I was laying and bed being all upset about his name being allover the internet. I was so mad and then I grudgingly thought…” That asshole having a name shared with all these people and having a crazy awesome last name that was stalking me. And the worse part is he is living his life working and partying and not even thinking about me, because there is no way in hell my last or first name would pop up on his news feed or at his work.
What I forgot was that I share my first name with a movie and it happens to be a movie that may people seem to still like. I was just checking my facebook to check on some dates for work and on my news feed was a quote from that movie posted by one of our mutual friends.
Not that I believe in fairy tales on being able to fall back inlove after a bomb hits your relationship. But it made me feel better knowing that maybe he has to see my name once in awhile too. :-)
